you were everything,
everything that i wanted.
we were meant to be,
supposed to be,
but we lost it.
and all of the memories,
so close to me,
just fade away.
all this time you were pretending,
so much for my happy ending.
the x-s bring you around.
the x-s bring you around.
3:51 PM Jownction!!!!
Kahapon nagpunta kami sa bahay nina Vanessa kasama sina Camille, Julian at Mikko para mag photoshoot para sa project namin sa filipino na movie poster ng El Filibusterismo. Ang napili naming patay na Maria Clara ( see pictures in julian's site here). Tapos ayun edi natapos na namin after 4 long hours of non-stop daldalan eh nagawa din namin yung dapat naming gawin.
Nung pauwi na kami, tumambay muna kami sa kwarto ni Van para magpatuyo dahil sa punyetang hose na ginamit namin para maging ulan kunwari. Tapos ayun.
Si Mikko, dahil pupunta siya ng Sta. Lucia eh sabi ko sabay na kami at bababa ako ng Junction kasi pupunta ako ng Megamall para magpaturo dun sa shop na pinagbilan ko ng router kung pano ba talaga iconfigure kasi hindi ko talaga maconnect sa internet pag icoconnect ko na.
Si Camille naman hinahampas ako ng suklay at sabi niya ng paulit "jownktion ka bababa? jownktion?? jownktion??" at dun nagsimula ang walang humpay na halakhakan.
Vanessa: Manowng! Duhlawah ngahng Jownktion? Manong: huh? Vanessa: Jownktion??! Yah Downt ANdhastand mei? I said JOWNKTION! *nilabas ang ulo sa bintana* JOWNKTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *naglulupasay na sa sahig ng jip!* I SAID JOWNKTION! BRING ME TO JOWNKTION!
*sabay turo dun sa intersection sa labas!* THERE THERE"S JOWNKTION! Manong: PUTANGINA KA JUNCTION LANG PALA,
Lahat ng dialogue na ito at sa kwarto lamang nangyari at wag mo sanang isipin na totoong nangyari sa jeep. :))
Nung pagpunta namin sa labasan at pasakay na kami ng jeep, aba'y sangmilyong mata ata ang nakatingin sa binti ni Camille. Tangina. haha.
Sabi ko tuloy: Nakatikim ka na ba ng Kinse ANYOS!? ETo oh murang mura PRISH NA PRISH!!
Haha. Sabi naman ni Camille, Puta ang tagal ng NYONG NYONG. Pupunta ka pa ng Jownktion.
Daniel Obedoza: goodnight angelo. Angelo Antonio: pak yu Daniel Obedoza: ano ba kasi yung gnwa ko Daniel Obedoza: yun lng kailangan kong malaman eh. Daniel Obedoza: please sbhin mo n Angelo Antonio: wala na akong sasabihn ok? dahil wala akong ganang makpagusap sayo Daniel Obedoza: angelo naman eh. please. Daniel Obedoza: angeloo.. Angelo Antonio has signed out. (10/28/2008 9:55 PM)
Daniel Obedoza: please. just this once. sabihin mo sakin kung ano yun Daniel Obedoza: alam ko online ka. Daniel Obedoza: uii.. angelo antonio y ofresia. Daniel Obedoza: please.. Daniel Obedoza: kahit na alam kong wala ka nang pakielam sakin, maghihintay ako na sana dumatin yung araw na makakausap na kita at malalaman ko na yung bagay na ikinagalit mo Daniel Obedoza: salamat rin sa nakaraan na nashare mo sakin. Daniel Obedoza: i enjoyed the time while it lasted. Daniel Obedoza: sana makausap na kita. Daniel Obedoza: till then. : Daniel Obedoza: i'll be waiting.
Napakahirap patunayan sa aking sarili na kaya kong mabuhay ng wala siya habang araw-araw ko siyang nakikita at hindi makausap. Nakakainis isipin na andiyan lang siya sa harapan ko ngunit hindi ko naman magawang lapitan siya.
Malamang eh naiirita na kayo sa mga pagdadrama na pinag-gagagawa ko. Ako rin mismo naiirita na sa sarili ko eh. Feeling ko ambobo-bobo ko at nagpapadala ako sa "PUSO" ko, kung meron pa ngang natira. Sa tingin ko kasi durug-durog na kung ano pa ang natira sa pusong kong tigang na tigang na.
Tigang sa pagmamahal at pagunawa. Pana'y poot ang nadarama. Putanginang buhay to, bakit nalang palaging ganito. Bakit ba kasi ginawa akong ganito ng tadhana, lagi nalang akong nasasaktan. Marahil naiisip niyo na "tangina, landi naman nito". Fine, sige, isipin niyo lang yun. Dito lang kasi ako nagkakaron ng lakas ng loob para makapaglabas ng sama ng loob kaya please sana mapagbigyan niyo ako sa aking pagdadrama.
Okay tama na ang pagdadrama. Nakakadiriri na. Haha. As far as the other areas of my personhood and relationships with others is concerned, I'm perfectly fine. :D
Hindi na nga ba talaga pwedeng ibalik?? Okay, opisyal ko na pong pinakikilala yung taong kaaway ko. Well hindi ko naman talaga kaaway. GALIT siya sakin. :|
Sana nga magkabati na kami. Hindi ko na talaga alam kung pano ko aayusin toh.
This pic was taken from his friendster profile. Pinicturan ko kesa sa print screen. Medyo mas malinaw kasi pag ganito.
Kung nababasa mo man to ngayon. Sorry na. Sana magbati na tayo. Miss na kita dude! Bati na tayo ah. :D
Sana nga makita niya toh. haai.
8:06 PM Flunking Math.
Naniniwala akong mababa ang score ko sa math dahil ang calculator ko na naman ay naka-RADIANS. :(
puke.
sakit.
hindi na ako magugulat kagaya last quarter.
Ngayon ko lang narealize nung nabasa ko yung post ni Sasis tungkol sa exams.
Ewan ko ba kung bakit hindi ko naayos ulit.
Pekpek talaga. :((
8:05 PM POETRY
This is a poem I found in DEVIANART.
It's YAOI btw. :D
It's nice. Read it.
*~A Promise Keep~*
Rising gently, I watch it fall On your chest, a lifeless doll I stay awake, we fall asleep On each other, A Promise Keep
You say I'm yours, I say your mine I listen to the church bells chime I say your mine, it does not reach You say your hers, A Promise Keep
I lay awake on my bed Feeling like I’m oh so dead My love for you is oh so deep Always forever, A Promise Keep
You came knocking at my door To borrow something, nothing more You think I’m sleeping, counting sheep Dreaming of you, A Promise Keep
You open the door and then you find A hanging body, that is mine To your horror, I was asleep On my ceiling, A Promise Keep
Your on your knees, flowing tears You know you loved me, for so many years Up to my body, you started to creep You reminisce, A Promise Keep
When we were young, in our past You loved me, held me, made it last In private, without a peep We exchange rings, A Promise Keep
We were small, still played with toys It didn’t matter, that we were boys What was gender, compared to how deep I wanted you, A Promise Keep
I loved you once, I loved you twice I’d love you always, love for life You said the same, then kissed my cheek When we made love, A Promise Keep
Our bodies we tired, and intertwined You screwed out my brain, you screwed out my mind My heart was pounding, I could not believe That you were mine, A Promise Keep
The blood, the tears, the sheets we stained That night I felt the best of pain The love, the pain, the sweat-stained sheets That’s all I wanted, A Promise Keep
You found it strange, to be with me That didn’t matter, can’t you see Then came a girl, your love fell weak But remember that time, A Promise Keep
I came into the house, and looked in the room You were with her, my heart was in doom I cried so long, then came to think Your love for me has died, A Promise Keep
You told me once, you told me twice You said you’d love me all your life But here I swing, dangling feet I love you still, A Promise Keep
You took me down, blood stained hands I still don’t think you understand Why did I dangle from above I died for you, I died for love
This is the official trailer of the much awaited TWILIGHT MOVIE.
enjoy.
12:55 AM :-?
Galing sa multiply ni Mikko Fuentes Dela Cruz.
1.YOUR REAL NAME:
Daniel Philip Jacinto Obedoza
2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of your first name plus izzle) Danizzle?
3.YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color and favorite animal) Purple Cat
4.YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME:(your middle name and street you live on) Jacinto Road 23? haha. puta.
5.YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name) Obeda. puta ano ba yan.
6.YOUR SUPERHERO/CRIMINAL NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink)
Brown Coke
7.YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your Last name, 1st letter of your last name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of your dads name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, and last letter of your moms first name) Aeoalaa. ano ba yan.
8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (parent's middle names before marriage)
Jacinto Sonega
9.YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pet)
Black Max. :))
1:43 AM uhm. hello?
Bagong gupit ako. Haha. Yun lang ang bago ngayon.
Napagisip-isip ko kanina na bayaan na muna ang kaaway ko na ayusin ang sarili niya at lalayo na muna talaga ako. Baka kasi yun nga ang kailangan niya. SPACE kumbaga. Baka kasi nakukulitan siya lalo kasi parang ang desperate kong makipag-bati sa kanya. Sabi nga ni special friend ko "yang mga boys na yan minsan ayaw nila nung kinukulit sila.. yung parang pinipilit sila at naiirita sila dun.."
SO YUN NA NGA. :))
So, alam mo kung sino ka. I'll be ready when you are. :D
*ako
im a boy in love with a person that i thought really loves me but is really playing with me
*i like...
i really love that person...
*i hate...
that persons attitude...
he/she is only hurting me